Life's evening shadows gathering round my way? The keen eye dimming, and the buoyant mind Unhinging day by day? Is it the natural dread Of that stern lot, which all who live must see? The worm, the clay, the dark and narrow bed, -- Have these such awe for me? As nears my soul the verge Of this dim continent of woe and crime, Shrinks she to hear Eternity's long surge Break on the shores of Time? I want not vulgar fame -- I seek not to survive in brass or stone; Hearts may not kindle when they hear my name, Nor tears my value own -- But might I leave behind Some blessing for my fellows, some fair trust To guide, to cheer, to elevate my kind, When I was in the dust; -- Within my narrow bed Might I not wholly mute or useless be; But hope that they, who trampled o'er my head, Drew still some good from me; -- Might verse of mine inspire One virtuous aim, one high resolve impart; Light in one drooping soul a hallow'd fire, Or bind one broken heart; -- Death would be sweeter then, More calm my slumber 'neath the silent sod, -- Might I thus live to bless my fellow-men, Or glorify my God! -- Why do we ever lose As judgment ripens, our diviner powers? Why do we only learn our gifts to use When they no more are ours? O Thou! whose touch can lend Life to the dead, Thy quickening grace supply, And grant me, swanlike, my last breath to spend In [145]song that may not die [193] ! Footnotes: [193] See Note |