How can we seek forgiveness instead of despair, as seen in Matthew 27:5? The Tragic Choice in Matthew 27:5 “So Judas threw the silver into the temple and left. Then he went away and hanged himself.” Where Judas Went Wrong • He let guilt harden into hopelessness. • He isolated himself instead of running to the Lord. • He tried to undo the damage with money rather than seek mercy. • He believed the lie that his sin was final and unforgivable. Despair versus Repentance—Judas and Peter • Judas: remorse without return to Jesus → death (Matthew 27:3-5). • Peter: bitter weeping, but he stayed reachable → restoration (Matthew 26:75; John 21:15-17). • Both sinned grievously; only one surrendered to grace. • True repentance produces “godly sorrow” that “brings repentance leading to salvation and leaves no regret” (2 Corinthians 7:10). God’s Open Door to Forgiveness • 1 John 1:9 — “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive…” • Isaiah 1:18 — “Though your sins are scarlet, they shall be as white as snow.” • Psalm 51:1-12 — David’s model of honest confession and renewed joy. • Hebrews 4:16 — We may “approach the throne of grace with confidence.” • Psalm 130:3-4 — “With You there is forgiveness, that You may be feared.” Practical Steps to Seek Forgiveness Instead of Despair 1. Face the truth of your sin. Stop minimizing or excusing it (Proverbs 28:13). 2. Confess directly to God, naming the sin specifically (Psalm 51:3-4). 3. Trust the finished work of Christ. He “demonstrates His love” by dying for us “while we were still sinners” (Romans 5:8). 4. Accept His promise, not your feelings, as final authority (Numbers 23:19). 5. Invite mature believers to walk with you; isolation fuels despair (James 5:16). 6. Replace condemning thoughts with scriptural truth; memorize key verses (Romans 8:1). 7. Serve again in gratitude. Restoration blossoms as we love and obey (John 21:17). Living Restored, Not Ruined • Forgiven people live in hope, not hauntings. • Past failure becomes a testimony of Christ’s mercy (1 Timothy 1:15-16). • Every temptation to despair is an invitation to draw near to Jesus, the “author and perfecter of our faith” (Hebrews 12:2). |