Holman Christian Standard Bible | Berean Study Bible |
1I am disgusted with my life. I will express my complaint and speak in the bitterness of my soul. | 1“I loathe my own life; I will express my complaint and speak in the bitterness of my soul. |
2I will say to God: "Do not declare me guilty! Let me know why You prosecute me. | 2I will say to God: Do not condemn me! Let me know why You prosecute me. |
3Is it good for You to oppress, to reject the work of Your hands, and favor the plans of the wicked? | 3Does it please You to oppress me, to reject the work of Your hands and favor the schemes of the wicked? |
4Do You have eyes of flesh, or do You see as a human sees? | 4Do You have eyes of flesh? Do You see as man sees? |
5Are Your days like those of a human, or Your years like those of a man, | 5Are Your days like those of a mortal, or Your years like those of a man, |
6that You look for my wrongdoing and search for my sin, | 6that You should seek my iniquity and search out my sin— |
7even though You know that I am not wicked and that there is no one who can deliver from Your hand? | 7though You know that I am not guilty, and there is no deliverance from Your hand? |
8"Your hands shaped me and formed me. Will You now turn and destroy me? | 8Your hands shaped me and altogether formed me. Would You now turn and destroy me? |
9Please remember that You formed me like clay. Will You now return me to dust? | 9Please remember that You molded me like clay. Would You now return me to dust? |
10Did You not pour me out like milk and curdle me like cheese? | 10Did You not pour me out like milk, and curdle me like cheese? |
11You clothed me with skin and flesh, and wove me together with bones and tendons. | 11You clothed me with skin and flesh, and knit me together with bones and sinews. |
12You gave me life and faithful love, and Your care has guarded my life. | 12You have granted me life and loving devotion, and Your care has preserved my spirit. |
13"Yet You concealed these thoughts in Your heart; I know that this was Your hidden plan: | 13Yet You concealed these things in Your heart, and I know that this was in Your mind: |
14if I sin, You would notice, and would not acquit me of my wrongdoing. | 14If I sinned, You would take note, and would not acquit me of my iniquity. |
15If I am wicked, woe to me! And even if I am righteous, I cannot lift up my head. I am filled with shame and aware of my affliction. | 15If I am guilty, woe to me! And even if I am righteous, I cannot lift my head. I am full of shame and aware of my affliction. |
16If I am proud, You hunt me like a lion and again display Your miraculous power against me. | 16Should I hold my head high, You would hunt me like a lion, and again display Your power against me. |
17You produce new witnesses against me and multiply Your anger toward me. Hardships assault me, wave after wave. | 17You produce new witnesses against me and multiply Your anger toward me. Hardships assault me in wave after wave. |
18"Why did You bring me out of the womb? I should have died and never been seen. | 18Why then did You bring me from the womb? Oh, that I had died, and no eye had seen me! |
19I wish I had never existed but had been carried from the womb to the grave. | 19If only I had never come to be, but had been carried from the womb to the grave. |
20Are my days not few? Stop it! Leave me alone, so that I can smile a little | 20Are my days not few? Withdraw from me, that I may have a little comfort, |
21before I go to a land of darkness and gloom, never to return. | 21before I go—never to return—to a land of darkness and gloom, |
22It is a land of blackness like the deepest darkness, gloomy and chaotic, where even the light is like the darkness." | 22to a land of utter darkness, of deep shadow and disorder, where even the light is like darkness.” |
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